If It Feels Awkward, I’m Probably Doing It Right

Sep 18, 2024

I think I’ve finally got it together with my rebranding, and it feels like such a relief to say that. It’s been a bit of a rollercoaster, but here I am, stepping into this new chapter. To be honest, there were so many moments when I wasn’t sure if I was ready for this. Even though I’m new to Substack, I’ve been toying with the idea of using this platform for a while now. It’s always been in the back of my mind, but I kept holding back. I think part of me was just... stuck in my own head.

I kept asking myself: Should I really share my journey? Am I ready to be this transparent? What if I’m not comfortable with the vulnerability that comes along with it? You know how it is when you’re about to put yourself out there in a big way. That voice in the back of your mind starts questioning everything. There’s this fear that being too open might feel uncomfortable, like you’re exposing a part of yourself that isn’t ready to be seen.

But I’ve come to realize that’s exactly why I need to do this. It’s easy to stay in your comfort zone, to keep things light and surface-level. But when you push through that discomfort, that’s where the growth happens. And I’ve decided that this is the space where I’m going to embrace that vulnerability, no matter how uncomfortable it might feel at first.

And the crazy thing is, despite all the back-and-forth in my mind, I’m still so excited. I think that’s how I know I’m on the right path. Yes, there’s fear, and yes, there’s doubt—but underneath all of that, there’s this bubbling excitement that I can’t ignore. Something tells me that this journey, this decision to put myself out there in such an honest way, is going to help me grow in ways I can’t even predict.

I’m looking forward to the challenges, the new connections, the lessons—everything. I know it won’t always be easy, and there will probably be days when I question whether I should have stayed in my comfort zone. But I also know that when you’re chasing something that feels right, the rewards are worth the discomfort.

I’m ready to share my journey, my thoughts, my experiences—fully and without holding back. I want to be honest, not just with others, but with myself. This rebranding is more than just a fresh start; it’s a reflection of where I am and where I’m going. It’s about growth, authenticity, and showing up for myself in ways I haven’t before.

Sometimes, you need a fresh start—just like a good palate cleanser, it clears the way for new experiences

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So here I am, pushing through the self-doubt, stepping into the unknown, and embracing whatever comes next. And even though it feels a little scary, I’m ready for it. I think this journey is going to be transformative, not just for me, but hopefully for anyone who connects with what I’m sharing.

At the end of the day, I’m looking forward to all the ups and downs, the lessons learned, and the connections made. I’m ready to grow, and I can’t wait to see where this journey takes me.